Got a call from budha. Had to hang up.

So today has been an up and down day. i no longer have a telephone and who knows when i will again. yesterday i put a check in the mail to pay off my extrememly overdue bill and at the end of the day i realized the stamp was still in my pocket.

for a while i thought i couldn't find my 3D glasses and the world was a blur but now i've got them on again and things are clearing up. they're the good kind the blue and red ones.

do any of you know David Lincoln. for the longest time i ran around trying to find him. when i thought i did i wanted to have him to make him have me/want me. i forgot. i was supposed to be him. i am him. boy am i stupid sometimes.

I need meditation desperately!

Starting to loose control of myself a bit. got real home sick recently. missing loux2 and lee, lincoln, and the whole charmed bunch. i have no idea what has happened with eric. He sort of just faded away and now i've lost all sources of communication(figuratively and actually).
My brain is slowly frying. a little crispy on the outside but I'm sure i can peel off the crust and start all over again.