I Don't Belong Here

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Painting by Anthony Wills Jr. Given (hopefully)to my friend peter who lives in Germany

writing again

hello again my long lost friend
connection to the world I often feel so far removed from
i haven't spoken to you,my muse,
for quite some time

in the past it was always you who abandoned me
but never the less the time away is always felt
and coming back is always needed

where am I

what in the world is going on
I feel like a retard
what just happened
aminute ago i was on top of the world
but now I find myself beneath it.

Mybe the world is trying to tell me something
maybe I need a little humility

i'll go with the flow but i hope i don't get washed away by the tide.