The voices are coming

If you're aware of going crazy can you still go crazy? If you know me very well then you would know about my obsession with insanity and especially scizophrenia and the idea of loosing the ability to distinguish what is reality from what is not. Or perhaps living in another reality. I guess it all depends on your point of view. Anyway I think I had a schizophrenic experience I was hearing voices last night and I swear it wasn't like anything I've ever experienced before. Oddly enough there was no clear speach it was like a muffled voice that I could tell was trying to communicate but I couldn't comprehend the message. Or maybe they didn't want to tell me anything but just wanted to let me know that they were there ready to start tormenting me whenever they saw fit. You know what I lied it was similar to audio hallucinations I've had on shrooms before. Now that I think about it maybe I was just tripping. Having a flash back is so much less interesting than going crazy though. Oh, well.