Why can't I Hibernate!

Why don't people hibernate. It would really be grand to roll up in a little ball and not eat, drink piss or shit. Just dream for a good week or two. I need a break from my break.

I went on a date the other night. First time in a long time. I don't think I'm any good at courting. It always ends in meaningless sex or,"We're better friends than lovers." Who cares I'm done (for now)with chasing after pretty things and only getting tired.

I can't even write anymore everything that comes out seems stupid and contrived. What is wrong with me. Dude I'm loosing it. I feel so retarded these days.

I'm waiting desperately to see where I'm going to live next week. I'm supposed to move in somewhere on Monday and right now I have no clue where that is going to be. I thought everything was all worked out but now it's back in the air again. This sucks. I'm going to sleep swomeone wake me up in a month or so.