de ja vous

trying to keep telling myself:
Everything happens for a reason,
Everything happens for a reason,

but sometimes i don't pay attention.
I never pay attention

I know i always get let down by other people
ALWAYS

but finally I tell myself "Don't Listen to Him"
"Don't Listen to Him"

but instead I just say to him "Are You Sure?"
"Are You Sure?"

and here i am up shit's creek
yeah, up shits creek

maybe next time I'll have less confidence
on the certainty of others.

another opportunity vanished into thin air because I depended on someone else.