My wish

i want to jump rope.
i want to ride a bike.
i want to climb a tree.
i want to eat a whole cake using just my fingers.
i want to roll down a hill.
i want to kiss every boy i think is cute, but just on the cheek.
i want to drink coffee and smoke cigarettes with a crazy old guy that will tell me stories about when he was a kid.
i want to drink absinthe.
i want to play on a jungle gym and hang upside down.
i want to pack up all my bags and just disappear.
i want to go home.
i want to feel welcomed here.
i want an entourage to welcome me everywhere i go.
i want to give the president the middle finger and have him understand why.
i want to destroy every weapon man ever created.
i want to dress up like a clown and ride a unicycle thru downtown.
i want to make people happy.
i want to be happy.
i want to love,
to laugh,
to play,
to sing,
to not be afraid of living
and not be afraid of dying.
i want to smile and have someone smiling with me.